My course was set before I could remember,
The heir apparent, a card holding member.
‘Twas never a struggle as all did bow,
It was just myself I did disavow.
A smile I saw that resembled my own,
I fell so fast, myself did I disown.
I tried my best, did all I could do,
Dragging, pushing, to no ado.
When the trial came, she quickly folded,
Such a pain at first, myself I scolded.
Though she so right, no culpability,
No strength, no self, just my responsibility.
Now so clear so obvious, what was I thinking?,
Just one heart that did the sinking.